Friday, April 01, 2005
So much shots happened at home this few days and it made me don't feel like coming back at all. I know I've caused them all but, it's adding on to the pressure on me. My heart is heavy envy'. Dad has been angry with me for a week. We haven't talk since monday night. It's not that I do not care, I do. But I don't know how to show that I am. Mum keep saying that I don't show. It is not like I do not want to, I want. Sigh. Clique has got problems too. I seriously don't know how to deal with them. Now even she walked out of me when she said she wouldn't. Now I'm left all alone. ): I've got no one to turn to. There are still, but they ain't the people that I'm looking for. I'm tired of everything. I know I'm not the only one, so is mans. So much happened at school today. Today just isn't the day lah huh. I wish I could just leave now.